5 Years On, Do you ever think about the Future?

The latter part of that column title is a question that dates back to the first ticks of the clock, the first sands of the Hourglass and the first beeps on our Alarms each and every day and what Jack Nicholson asked in the first Batman film by Tim Burton.

Do you ever think about the Future?

Well myself personally, I have for the last few months as this month marks the 5th anniversary of my commencing reviewing movies and writing columns about them in ways such as fond remembrances and tributes to those who are no longer with us and that I was fond of.

And in that I have thought about the 5 years I've been doing this and also asking myself: Have you gotten any satisfaction from doing it, do you still enjoy doing it, does it still make you smile to be sitting in a cinema chair and enjoying the experience of the moment before the pre show starts?

Well it's been hard to say yes to that primarily due to the fact that I've felt like I've been going in circles doing it as very little for me seems to have changed since I started.

Well sort of, if anything it's been more of a case of one step forward, two steps back as in that time as I'll outline below:

The first and what has to be the most obvious for me is the fact that my local cinema has closed twice in the past 18 months, the first closure was in mid to late 2011 due to low business sales and lack of attendance which made me a little sad as it was at that time the easiest route for me to access new release films even if they came a good 3-6 months late for the most part.

Well it didn't stay closed for long as new ownership came in at the end of 2011 and gave it as much of a spit shine as they could, putting in a bigger screen, more speakers, a new projector less likely to break down and even going some way to put in new heating systems and new seats that actually had drink holders in them.

But this work was not completed as 2012 progressed and while there was a minor surge in attendance, there didn't seem to be a great deal of change in that front, the last film I saw there was Taken 2 which came at the same time as the rest of the country but only had a very small handful of people there at my session despite huge ticket sales elsewhere in the country.

Meanwhile, a part of me began to get very skeptical as to whether my newly refurbished cinema could succeed but people around me kept saying "Give it time and money and it will do okay" and at first I dismissed it but as the months rolled on I began to think "Maybe they're right, maybe once they get their hands on a digital projector then things will turn around" as during last year a lot of cinemas began converting to digital projection and as a result they got prints of films a lot quicker.

Plus the new James Bond film Skyfall was right around the corner and I was being reassured that it would come to my local, after all its Bond you'd have to be mad not to book it.

But on November 1st of 2012 that changed.

For what happened that day was that my local cinema closed for a 2nd time and it was the end, hold your tears and count to 10, feel the sadness and then, hear my heart break again for Skyfall was so so close and my excitement for the film had begin to build in a big way but alas I would have to travel to go and see the film.

What made things worse was that many people I knew were to see the film that day and for me this was the salt being rubbed in the wound in a big way which did not make me any happier I must admit.

Which brings us now to 2013 and the next three reasons I have thought about the future:

The first of these is the now required travelling to go and see new releases films which adds a 3 hours there and back again in order to get to my nearest cinema which can be both a blessing and a curse.

A blessing in that I can see a film in a nice-ish environment without any of the problems that plagued my local the entire time I went there but a curse in that it limits the time I can head to a film as the sessions have to be within an 11am-4pm slot which can sometimes turn out not to be the case.

The 2nd reason has been that this year's lineup of films has been pretty weak and up until the record breaking success of Iron Man 3 had not been particularly good at the box office, hell with the exception of Man of Steel it may be the only decent performer at the box office this year with most of the big films failing to catch on with audiences and the smaller stuff not getting much of a release into cinemas so most film goers don't get much of a chance to see them until their out on DVD.

Plus the third and final reason is that my local cinema now has no chance of coming back as a local church which shared the building bought it out for their own purposes, probably not as sad as when it closed but at the very least when it was refitted it gave me a chance to catch up with some new releases when I didn't particularly feel like travelling to go and see them as well as see some like Ben Affleck's Argo in a cinema one last time but that chance is gone now and there ain't much I can do about that.

As you can no doubt imagine, these reasons have had me thinking pretty long and hard about whether I want to continue reviewing films anymore given that there are now some pretty big hoops to jump through now to see new release movies.

But there are still a few months left of this year and some movies that I'm pretty excited about such as:

- Elysium: The new Sci-Fi flick from the director of District 9 which I still hope will be good despite some terrible previews for the film.

- Gravity: Another new Sci-Fi flick this time from Alfonso Curaron the director of Children of Men which I was not a big fan of but I'm still keen for this one.

- Thor the Dark World: The new Marvel film which looks promising somewhat from the preview I've seen but hopefully I will find it more enjoyable than I found Iron Man 3 and the first Thor movie.

- Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 2: I really liked the first one and the preview for this one left me looking promised that this one would be good to, here's hoping it delivers the goods.

- And lastly the new Jack Ryan film directed by Kenneth Branagh and starring the new Captain Kirk Chris Pine who I think is a worthy successor to Alec Baldwin in the role of Dr. Ryan, I hope sincerely that he delivers the goods.

Those would probably be my top 5 heading towards the end of the year, will those be enough to guarantee a 6th anniversary from me in 12 months time or may I decide that after December enough is enough, I've done this now for 5 years and gone in circles as a result while others around me have had more success and until I myself can change the situation where I do have much easier access to new release films, well let me just say this Only Time will Tell.